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Oh dear, my head is all over the place today - I'm in one of my down-swings and it hurts too much. I'm being horrid to Chris, I feel like crying every couple of hours, I'm loosing weight but I feel like an utter pig, my emotions are running mad - one minute happy then next in a raging passion of anger. All the while I can't have a proper arguement with anyone at all and I'm just itching for a proper fight - I who hate confrontation longing for a fight. Continually iritated, on edge but having to keep my temper continually! It's utterly perverse yet typical - I blame the Spanish genes in the family.