Need to learn to be less critical. Do as you would be done by, etc. It's far too easy to bitch without even realising it. To anyone who I may have been unfair to ; it was very probably inadvertant but I'm sorry none the less. Will aim to improve.
Later...
Am feeling guilty for something I may or may not have done, and I don't even know what it is, or whether guilt vibes are even being aimed at me or whether I'm just picking up on them on their way to someone else! CONFUSED! Am I just a bit paranoid, or do I actually have something to feel guilty about (at a local rather than cosmic level, I mean)? This would all be a bit clearer if a certain person would blooming well answer the text I sent them.
I think I should go off and live as a hermit - that way I'd never have to worry about whether I hurt or offended anyone. Living on a croft in the Highlands is looking increasingly appealing: stuff getting a real life and engaging in human interaction, it would probably be for the best.
Even later...
Right, I should be feeling guilty apparently, and do so. But what I did was accidental, so I feel not entirely to blame. Will explain situation at earliest oppertunity, and try to clear it up. I get the impression that I'm not a great friend to anyone. I just wish people would stop telling me things in confidence, I just seem to let them down.
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hmm - people keep telling me stuff that I really shouldn't/ don't need to know.
Thus far (touch wood) I've managed not to tell anyone else the really interesting stuff.
Tbh I get told stuff and for the most part I'm so uninterested in it I just forget it. Best way to keep a secret in my opinion :-)
99% of the time I don't discuse confidences, but occassionally I will discuss things that people have told me which have caused me concern with Chris. I trust him not to go around telling others, and sometimes it's just necessary to make sure I'm not over-reacting. Just this time he made a crack about it in front of the person, and I actually am to blame for it. It's crap knowing that I've broken that trust with a friend I really value.
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